Fully Surrendered
Walking by faith doesn't mean having all the answers. Walking the path that is set before me without it being fully illuminated is so incredibly hard and scary. I am a type A person. My motto is "You shouldn't have to have plan B because plan A is going to work." I don't like not knowing what's coming next. I mean, if I don't know what's coming, then how can I prepare for it? I need to know what's coming next. Well if you know anything of life, then you will know that it isn't always that predictable. If there has been one thing that has been a constant in my life it would have to be fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of rejection. Fear of never seeing my dreams fulfilled. Fear of being trapped in one season because I was, duh, too afraid to walk in faith in a different direction. Fear of one chapter closing and another beginning. Fear of not being loved...the list could go on and on. Through much prayer and crying out to God, the Lord has he...