36

I will be turning 36 in two days. If someone were to ask me at 26 where I saw myself 10 years from then, I would more than likely not have guessed to be sitting where I am currently sitting. What's the big deal about turning 36, you might ask? Well, it's really not that big of a deal; age is just a number, isn't it? True. The past two and a half years of my life have been some of the most challenging for me emotionally, spiritually, and even mentally. The hopes and discouragements God has so lovingly placed before me were painful, and yet there was beauty and purpose in them. It's funny though how the Holy Spirit works in our hearts and how it is by God's grace and mercy that even in the midst of a heartbreaking disappointment, His purpose and glory shine through. Praise the Lord! He must increase and I must decrease, no? (John 3:30). So what's the big deal, Sarah? Well, I'm gonna shoot straight with ya'll - I have had a ton of anxiety about turning...